Coconutbead

Wedding Photographer

2011-09-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

Did I fail to mention that I was NOT impressed with the photographer and his wife?
He was irritable and cranky.
Was rude to a lady in a wheelchair.
And took very few pictures.
When we took some, he stalked us.

I could have done better.

Wedding

2011-09-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

We traveled to north Jersey yesterday, to the wedding of a dear friend.
Had a great time -- despite having to drive like a crazy person -- my hairdresser was late. I wanted my hair blown out nicely for the wedding.
She was late (even though "I" was early) -- took someone ahead of me.
I had to wait.
Should have let Colleen do it for me instead as it would have looked better, I think...

ANYWAY -- much fun and laughter.
Dancing ... and I have blisters on me tootsies!

and back to work tomorrow after a week off.
I need the structure back in my life.

Zoo -- quickie

2011-09-20T05:09:00.002-07:00

We went to the Philly Zoo yesterday -- the FIRST Zoo in the United States.
Had a great time.
Weather was good!
Knee was not, but that is what it is.

I need to work the photo's and get them up.

Well said.

2011-09-20T05:09:00.001-07:00

http://gothamist.com/2011/09/11/star-ledgers_eloquent_front_page_on.php#photo-2

Photo's

2011-09-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

Colleen is SUCH a nag.
I worked on editing photo's yesterday.

I need to be more of a push for it -- I spend entirely too much time looking and thinking.. and looking and thinking some more.

My need is to look at it, decide and MOVE ON !!

Once that is done, I can be more confident in myself.
And eliminate the "but what about"s.....

For the record

2011-09-03T05:14:00.000-07:00

... some whisks are just not made to have chocolate cake batter licked off of them...

that's all I am saying........

Self-Medication

2011-09-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

I have decided to self-medicate with german chocolate cake -- albeit a small one -- because Ken Rudolph is leaving TVG.
Ken and Matt are the ONLY reasons I enjoy watching TVG -- well, other than the horses.
Their banter, the humor, and the down right good nature -- make it happen.
Some of the announcers drone on and on and on.

Ack !!
And before Breeder's Cup too...
::: sigh :::
what's a girl to do?

well, bake a german chcolate cake of course!
and none of that from scratch stuff.
I reached for the Duncan Hines and the canned frosting.... quick and easy.
self gratification, thy name is Kate.

Moving right along....

2011-08-27T12:18:00.000-07:00

The weather is intensifing.
We've had a rainy day.
Now the wind is picking up.
I napped for about an hour because I am not planning on sleeping much tonight.
Might do another load of laundry.
Need to pack a bag to put in the car "just in case".

The Plan:
going back to the living room and will bead.
I'm hoping that we will get SOME of the Travers coverage.
I want to see that race!!!

Irene

2011-08-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

I'll admit it. I am afraid.
Irene is terrifying me.

I have my family and my furbabies beside me.
But I am afraid.

The house is a house.
it is full of things.
our things.

our life.
our memories.
the state and national says this is a potentially 100 year storm.
i've been through hurricans in Florida.
but nothing with the flooding potential like this.
we are 3 blocks from the mandatory evacuation line.
my office is ON the road that is the mandatory evacuation line
and it is still open.

I am stressed.
we have supplies.
I love my family so much.

The Dragon came to visit

2011-07-21T03:33:00.000-07:00

The Dragon came for a visit this week.
And tried to engage me in a small battle.
I refused to pick up the game piece when it was thrown down.
Refused to lift up my lance.

Several people commented on how miserable The Dragon looked.

I survived, but I think I had my first anxiety attack (and the second).

The mind knows....

2011-06-25T20:31:00.001-07:00

I'm watching "Eat, Pray, Love" again.
Again it resonates things that are in my mind, in my heart.
Finding ways to make me look at the issues that are distressing me.

"If you want to get to the castle, you have to cross the moat."
but what if the moat is home to an angry dragon -- an angry dragon that keeps breathing fire at you?
I'm happy in my castle on the shore.
There is no desire to cross the moat, fight the dragon and get to the bigger castle.
But the dragon keeps trying to engage me in a battle.

Am I a coward for wanting only to exist? only to enjoy my life and not want to fight?

My stress levels are off the chart.
Every time the dragon sends out an epistle to me, every time the dragon roars, I cringe.
For the first time in my life, I understand what a puppy feels like when the rolled up newspaper is waved at it.
I cringe.
This is new to me.
I don't enjoy this.

I think about fear.
I think about what I need to do.
I think about what could happen if I wasn't working.
(I think about you Simme -- and what you are going through right now.)

My fear paralyzes me.
I've become the woman who will agree with anything to keep the argument down.
I've become the woman who will agree with anything to keep the dragon away.
This isn't me.
This is not the way my work life was to be.

Right now I don't have an answer.
There must be a way to let go of the fear and of the constant thinking about it.
My uber-awareness of the dragon is paralyzing me.

I had a wonderful day today -- very little if any dragon thoughts.
But she creeps back in to my mind, rattling those dragon rocks because I know Monday is coming.
and with a new work week, comes the rolled up newspaper.

In my mind, I am being bullied.
And I am so very unhappy.

I am grateful every day, every hour, every minute, every second for the two who love me so much.
So unconditionally.
They are my family, my life, my love.

I hate being weak in front of them.
Never have I been this weak.
But no matter what, the three of us have each other.

Sore fingers

2011-06-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

My fingers are sore from working on BFAC.
And I have so much more to do.
Sometimes I wonder why undertake a large project like this.
Why can't I just do something simple and be done?
Because I am who I am.
That's why.

Too much stuff and no where near enough time

2011-05-30T13:47:00.000-07:00

I've worked on my BFAC all weekend.
Well, except for the time we were out buying plants and flowers for the side yard.
And nasty humid hot it has been yesterday and today.

Am I going through some kind of weird part of "THE Change"?
I break out in sweats at all the wrong time.
We were in Borders this morning.
Who broke out in a sweat?
I did.
Doesn't matter where... work, store.
Well, wait a minute.
It does matter.
It doesn't seem to happen here at home.

Old Friends ...

2011-05-30T13:45:00.000-07:00

What a great day I had at Old Friends .... Thoroughbred retirement farm in Midway, KY.
I was lucky enough to be usihg Matt's 70-200mm 2.8 lens.
Yup, created a monster, he did.
And now I am preparing to get my own.

I'll start posting up some of my pictures.

GREAT enameled bead give away

2011-05-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

Check this out ---
http://www.paintingwithfireartwear.blogspot.com/

I had already been thinking about one of Barbara Lewis' classes for Philly.
Now I am drawn in and WANT to do it.

She is having a great give-away right now!

Early Morning Riser

2011-05-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

Early morning on the backside of the track at Keeneland.

My Pookster

2011-05-01T09:06:00.001-07:00

More Pookie

2011-05-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

Pookie

2011-05-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

AC RC

2011-05-01T09:02:00.001-07:00

AC Race Course

2011-05-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

Photography

2011-05-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

I don't post many of my photo's.
The one at the top of the blog is mine, taken at Big Sur.
I can not get enough of Big Sur --wish I was rich.

Here are several others:

Adventure begins tomorrow.

2011-05-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

I leave for an adventure tomorrow -- without my intrepid adventure partner, Colleen.
:(
BIG frowny face.

I leave for Lexington for a three (3) day equine photography workshop.
And boy have the nerves struck deep this morning!
Not sure why, but all of a sudden I am shaky, nervous, and just all around anxious.
Everything but the car and the hotel are paid for.
And low and behold, when I went to pay registration fee via Paypal -- There were these "Paypal" dollars that I knew NOTHING about.
$200+ of them.
And that ate up some of the fee!

Probably my nerves stem from my shyness (yeah yeah yeah).
And my fear that people will find out that I don't know what I am doing.

The workshop coordinator, Matt Wooley, is so friendly. We've chatted a couple of times on the phone -- I feel very comfortable with him.

Going in to this like a SPONGE and am going to soak up as much knowledge as I can!

WHEEEEE BON JOVI TICKETS !!

2011-02-26T04:48:00.000-08:00

Going to go see BON JOVI on Wednesday night in Philly !!

What an absolutely unexpected treat!!

I am so excited.

yeah yeah yeah, I've seen him 3 or 4 times before.
Actually almost exactly 3 years ago was last time -- at same place.
But this time will be better!

And the arena team -- the Philadelphia Soul are back practicing again!
HURRAY !

Bracelet(s)

2011-02-26T04:47:00.000-08:00

I need to post the picture of the last bracelet finished.
Started another -- it's a bit odd.
But I also have idea's for a new one.

And then there is the new stamping toys that I got... need to get metal so that I can play with those.
Hopefully someone at Bead Binge will be selling.
Otherwise, looks like I have to make an order -- can't wait until August for Bead Fest in philly -- but that would be a good place to buy it!

Bracelet

2011-01-27T18:06:00.001-08:00

My latest bracelet is almost completed.
I spend so much time sweating over placement.
Not like other people, no I am not.
It has to be right for me.....
So I am the slow poke.
s'ok.

I'm doing this for me.
No one else.
For me.
The pure act gives me joy.

Familiarity Breeds Contempt

2011-01-27T18:04:00.000-08:00

It's true.
The closer you are to something, someone, or an issue, the bigger the chance is that disgust will form.

Detachables

2011-01-21T03:19:00.000-08:00

About 2 years ago when I took my first (and only) collar class from Sherri, I came up with the idea to make the pendant detachable.
At the Tahoe Retreat, I showed her what I had done... making two pendants and using detachable hooks -- she was stunned and said she had not thought about that.

The design keeps coming back in to my mind and I want to do more detachable things.
Not more collars -- the brass setting/base is too tight.

But I want to incorporate my idea in to other items. Working on something right now (in my mind) and as soon as I finish this bracelet, I am going to start on it.

I need some metal to cut and shape ....

End of 2011

2010-12-31T06:05:00.000-08:00

End of the year and I am doing some reflecting.

It HAS been a good year.
We are healthy (well, we could be better), happy and in good spirits.
We are safe.
We love each other.
We protect each other from harm and foulplay.

There are things that could be better.

We could all be better about our messes in the house.
We could be better about our health.
We could be better about our spending.
But that's ok.
We are safe.

My art --- I could be so much more productive.
But I will not punish myself for this.
Only will vow to make it more of a priority this year.

I am wandering, hopelessly wondering, what happened to people this year.
Sometimes I punish myself for placing too much importance on people.
I am always astounded at people's actions.
And I spend too much time wondering why.
This year I need to toughen up and say SCREW IT.
If it were that important, you'd make an effort.
If not, my plan is to move on.

Not to be negative, these are the thoughts that I have today, the last day of 2010.

You never have enough....

2010-10-24T06:43:00.002-07:00

Had a new project to start... went to look for Black size 8's.
none to be had.
Now how could THAT happen.

Mailed Beki some beads to match.
Got my answer :)
New bead order going in !

I need to attack my art with vigor -- with activity!
I need to be AGRESSIVE with it.

Have found I am becoming somewhat passive.
Not liking that..... taking the easy way out and not dedicating myself to working on it.

MUST. CRACK. WHIP. ON. MYSELF.

Phillies

2010-10-24T06:43:00.001-07:00

Poor Phillies lost.
Whaa waaaaa.

no sympathy from me.

I am mean

What to do... what to do....

2010-09-18T15:18:00.000-07:00

The BFAC is finished.
I completed a freeform bracelet for myself.

WHAT TO DO NOW ???

I started an "odd" piece -- not sure what I will do with it.... but it is started.

The purse is screaming to be finished, but that would mean I would have to start over again.... because I don't like where I am with it.......

sheesh.
I need to do something.

The idle mind is the devil's playground.

Current Reading

2010-09-06T13:47:00.001-07:00

Fiction: "Anthill" and I find it interesting.

Non-Fiction: "The Creative Habit: Learn It and Use It For Life" -- incredible! Not only does it translate to art, but it translates to work too.
I'm thinking that I might like to get a copy for myself and mark it up to go back to.

On the list/waiting at the library:
"Blood Sucking Fiends" --- Christopher Moore. Colleen says it is hilarious, so tomorrow I will be picking it up on the way home.

Wire something -- I can't remember the name -- something to inspire me with wire work.

2010-09-06T13:39:00.000-07:00

Monster shopping today and boy are my feet tired!

Good sales -- time to start picking up things for Christmas.
I can't believe how quickly the summer flew by.
No, it's not fall YET.
Still warm here in AC.
In fact today, I was breaking quite a sweat while shopping !

We didn't get down to the beach this weekend -- what with all the folks in town.
But we have this week and those coming up!
I need to walk in the water and let the sand be a natural abrasive to my summer time feet.

AND I need some more shell type objects. I think this time we need to go further down the island -- perhaps closer to Margate instead of Ventnor.
I know Cape May is nice but they have too darned many rocks.
I want shells, damnit !

Somewhere on this mess I call a desk I have another listing. Methinks that there is a good beach on Brigantine Island.

Let's see. I am almost through with my bracelet -- for ME. Just a few more little things and then a clasp of some sorts.

Next project? haven't decided yet. There are so many idea's rolling around in my head.

Weekend update

2010-08-30T05:15:00.001-07:00

It's getting hot again here.
Not much going on.

On Saturday we went to see Eat Pray Love. It made me cry in several places.
And it forced me to remember that I do need to forgive myself for some things.
And to acknowledge that there are things that I am not responsible for.

My current project involves greens. I am making a freeform bracelet for myself.
For this to be freeform, it sure does take a lot of planning on my part !

Rachel Alexandra did not win her race yesterday.
I didn't think she would.
Making her Horse of The Year was not a good decision.
IMO.

Our area has had strong riptides this weekend and stronger ones predicted for later this week.
Colleen and I went down to the beach yesterday.
It was nice.
And I discovered this morning that we went with last years tags....... sheesh.

We'll be going again on Thursday.

Weather

2010-08-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

The temps yesterday morning were great -- til about 10:30 and then the humidity kicked in.
We were out yard-saling and it got a bit warm.
Colleen got the steal of the day -- a great little purse that she is going to bead.

I picked up a mint Brownie movie camera.
$2.
Not sure what I am going to do.
Part of me said parts, but I had to take it apart......
sigh

things lacking at the show

2010-08-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

I found it odd that there was a noticeable lack of dichroic glass artists at the show.
One of the things I wanted was dichroic glass cabs.
And very little to be found.

Guess I will hit ebay.

What did I buy?

2010-08-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

Crystals -- tiny tiny TINY ones.
oh me Lordy, I do love me some tiny crystals.

And hot fix crystals too.
And some pearls, seeds, and some odd little things to use in quirky little places.

This time my color chart was quite different and a tiny bit out of my comfort zone -- but I am feeling good about it

Vivid purple, golds, margarita greens.

And then there is that whole green group -- so that I can finish a bracelet for ME !
We discovered that I do not keep anything for me -- and I had almost nothing of my creations to wear to the show.

I need to be on a quest for myself.

Now I am on a kick of wanting to wire crochet again -- I did one necklace for myself over a year ago.
Looks like I will have to re-teach myself.
And that whole turn part looks a bit intimidating.
But I will buy some cheap wire from Michael's and work on it.

Then there is the purse I need to finish for myself.
And a bracelet for a co-worker/friend.
OH and either a pin or bracelet for me -- I am thinking bracelet as I have some ideas re racing silks.
Sheesh!
so much and not enough time.

Friday things

2010-08-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

Colleen and I went to Beadfest in Philly, on Friday.
Our yearly trek.
Our yearly epsioe fo "Thelma and Louise" on the road.

As usual, it was a good trip, filled with much laughter, many beads, sore feet and knee's.
And then there are the other issues.

Other issues?
Yeah, like our argument over who would be who?
She's always the "L" names..
She's always Lucy.
and Laverne.
And she wants to be Louise.

I never get to be "L" names when we have a road trip.

This time she decided that I had to be Cletus and she got to be Bandit.
You know, a la "Smokey and The Bandit".

I guess there is something to be said for me NOT being pigeonholed in the Jackie Gleason character.

And then there's the whole "Rocky" theme that I am compelled to sing every time, I mean EVERY time we pass near the Philadelphia Art Museum.
Now she's making up words to make me laugh so that I will quit singing.
That works.

We had a wonderful time seeing Betcey and Nikia.
We made a couple of new friends.
Hell, we listened to people bitch about their local bead societies.

And we spent sizeable dollars.

I got a new toy -- a hot fix crystal thing -- looks like I may be "blinging" some things.
Look out cat.........
and pug
and poodle.

All and all, a good time was had by all.

What I'm doing.....

2010-08-19T04:11:00.000-07:00

Because my project for BFAC is finished, I thought I would zip back and work on the purse that I started in Sherri's class.
Alas, that didn't work.
I wasn't feeling the love for what I started.
Colleen helped me to "allow" myself to start over.
(when we go to Beadfest tomorrow, I am going to look for new colors).

In the meantime, I am working on a freeform bracelet for me !!

ACK !!

2010-08-19T04:10:00.001-07:00

What happened to my drive?
what happened to my discipline with posting?

Methinks work and life got in the way.
Well, and I've been working, with Colleen, to get the BFAC items logged in!

Back to it.
I'll be more faithful!

Pittsburgh

2010-07-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

Colleen and I arrived safely in Pittsburgh.
I had forgotten how beautiful the countryside is.
'The mountains were a nice remembrance too !

We went exploring last night before we settled in at the hotel.
BTW, got a great rate from Travelocity for 3 nights at a Wyndam.
I found several places I would like to shoot pictures but am not so sure of the safety factor.
The good news is is that I have Colleen with me and that is good!

We stopped at "Dozen Bakery" because the ratings were so good.
"I" was disappointed.
Had been craving a German Chocolate cake for weeks, simply WEEKS. I picked up one and the cake was terrible.
Frosting was good but the cake was awful.
Colleen got some strange cornflake peanut butter chocolate concoction and liked it.
I'm not sure I would go back ---- but they did have a savory pesto scone that I was curious about ......

Today we have day 1 of our class with Sherry Serafini.
She's a fabulous artist and a good friend.
I am looking forward to some serious inspiration!

Updates

2010-07-05T05:28:00.001-07:00

The heat continues and is estimated to be WICKED this week.
Near 100 most days this week with ongoing humidity.
ICK !

It was a quiet 4th of July in my world.
Nothing wrong with that!
I am remembering my grandparents -- this holiday was always a big thing.
Because he was a memeber of the VFW and American Legion, my grandfather always had me out helping him to set up flags.
And my grandmothers birthday was July 4 -- so we always had a great time.

Work is good - busy busy BUSY !!!
We have an audit this week.

Friday Colleen and I leave for Pittsburgh.
Will be back on Sunday.
I am excited but also a bit apprehensive.
She says I worry too much.
Maybe I do.

My BFAC is coming along.
I need some jump rings and hope to find them this weekend.
Hopefully will get them, add and be DONE within the next two (2) weeks.

Nice Weekend; horseracing

2010-06-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

It WAS a great weekend!
Didn't do that much, but we have fun.

I've been terribly tired -- but I attribute that to the rx. (yes I am self medicating, I stopped one of the nighttime pills for a couple of days and I feel good again. Maybe I will do every OTHER night).

Saturday was low key: errands, bought fresh bread, etc.
We watched Rachel Alexandra win the Fleur De Lis stakes at Churchill Downs. (a stakes after my own heart !).

Then Sunday we watched Zenyatta win at Hollywood Park.

Part of me wants to see them meet -- part of me doesn't.

And then there is the part that wants to see Zenyatta retired, go out undefeated.
I'm afraid they will run her down.
It's said that she is pointed to the Classic again this year at Breeder's Cup (at Churchill Downs) -- makes me just a bit twitchy to think about it.
I know someone who knows someone and I thought about asking about tickets, but...... don't know yet.

BFAC

2010-06-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

Still plugging away on my BFAC. But I am getting closer to the 2/3's mark.
Since I am off today, I am going to work on it for about an hour, then we will go out and run errands.

I'll be glad when it is completed so that I can go on to another project!!
Like RAW.
Or an idea that is pulsing in my brain!

Time is just so short.
And I bead so freakin' slow --- I just can not fling them on like hand grenades.
They all must be RIGHT.

Busy weekend !

2010-06-06T17:56:00.000-07:00

Saturday morning was hair day -- I'm good for a bit longer :)
Then from the hair appt, we went straight to the Post Office and completed the passport phase of my life.
Ok, as soon as it comes, I am READY to start getting stamped!

Back to the house and we hung out, watched the Belmont.
I can not believe that I picked the winner for Himself and not for me! Sheesh!

As soon as the race was over, we drove down to the beach. At 7 pm, it was almost empty.
I didn't have the nerve to get my feet wet -- somehow I just know it is still too chilly!
And sticky -- salt water and no towel to clean off with afterwards... no thank you !

We left the beach for a quick dinner of chinese -- low mein minus the mushrooms, thankyouverymuch. Yummy.

Back home, beaded for a while and then showered and bedy-bye.

Today was fairly quiet.
Grocery store -- off the get a mani & pedi.
I stopped on the way home and bought a gazillion strawberries (my current fruit addiction).

Brunch.
Out when He left for work and Colleen and I hit Borders. She got the new Laurel Hamilton and I bought an atlas.

Home again, home again jiggidity jig.
I worked more on the BFAC project, then reframed something.
Light dinner, more beading while watching old episodes of True Blood -- yay it starts again next week!.

Now I am catching up, eatting my strawberries and will shower, then hit the bed.
I am in the middle of the newest Jim Butcher book -- great reading!

Continued ouchie

2010-05-30T14:07:00.001-07:00

I am ready for my mouth to stop hurting.
It has been 9 days.
It is time for the soreness to be gone.

Dental/mouth update

2010-05-29T14:12:00.000-07:00

It's been a rather painful week as far as my mouth goes.
I am thinking I am on the down side now.
One of the stitches came out. That helped a bit but my mouth is still sore.
Last night I had a bite of salad --- ZOMG, I had forgotten how much I missed lettuce!

But, there is a steak in my forecast this week -- I will eat very gingerly !

I hate getting older and falling apart!

Snapple

2010-05-29T14:11:00.000-07:00

So I'm an easy mark.
I don't usually drink Snapple -- most times the sugar free tea puts me on a major buzz. The kind of crawling on the ceiling buzz.
But as i said, I'm an easy mark.

Yes, I also am Jane Q Public....... I watched The Celebrity Apprentice.
And yes, indeedy, I wanted Bret Michaels to win.
As the program progressed. I find him very likeable, very personable.
He seems genuine.
So, I fought the urge to buy his Snapple tea for about a week.
Couldn't find it anywhere in a single bottle.
I was forced to buy it in the six pack.
It's ok. A bit too fruity for me. But it's ok -- not a bad sugar free taste.
I think the pear flavor is what is a bit overwhelming.
I'll finish the 6 pack but probably won't buy another.
If it was in single bottles I might.

Iron Man 2

2010-05-29T14:09:00.000-07:00

We went to see IM2 last night.
I was surprised at how much I enjoyed the first one -- and then insisted that we see the new one.
The first one was the best for me.
The sequel was good.
It was action filled.
But it didn't hold me in awe like the first one did.

Must admit though --- I was CRACKING up about the "senator from PA" .DAMN, he had an amazing resemblance to Arlen Spector...... ummm, of PA.

Owwieesssss

2010-05-21T17:55:00.000-07:00

Mouth is hurting.
Already had two (2) percocet.
I'm ready for it to stop.
I'm boiling some pasta and will have some with butter for dinner.
Doesn't THAT sound yummy?

It will be a feat to eat it without bringing my teeth together.
what fun it is to get older.......

Not to jinx myself

2010-05-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

but I am back on track with BFAC.
My muse has had its little muse-y butt kicked.

Ok, is my muse like me? in that case it would be BIG butt kicked.
But if it is MY muse, can I make her skinny ????
Inquiring minds would like to have it her way.

Inspiration

2010-05-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

I just visited a blog that I check in on (more film at eleven on that) and I have just tasked Colleen to make some red velvet cupcakes for me -- so I can take them to work on Monday.
She loves to bake, I love to eat (well, DUH !!).
And I think cupcakes may be just a nice thing for Monday.

So....... she's agreed.
I look like the good guy at work.
AND I get a cupcake too (with my coffee) !!

Whhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

More struggles

2010-05-01T16:47:00.000-07:00

It is astounding to me that I continue to struggle with a concept for next years BFAC.
NOTHING is speaking to me.
I am on idea #4 -- worked on it today.
Abandonded just the other 3.

This is not working for me.

Loot !

2010-04-25T05:15:00.001-07:00

Colleen and I went to the Bid n Buy at her boss' church last night.
It's always fun -- I see a few people each year that I only see once a year (at the B n B).
A nice dinner and then the B n B.

We came home with a nice stash of loot -- felt like pirates!

She won a brandy new Coach purse.
And a gift basket with a piece of art from the Lucy The Elephant (a great piece of history here in Atlantic City) .
http://www.atlanticcitynj.com/lucy_the_elephant.aspx

I won a health basket, a footed Lenox bowl, a book, an exercse Pilates thingy and South Beach Diet book, a grouping of Mikasa crystal and a toaster.

Maybe it's good kharma, or good planning, or being in the right place at the right time!

Comes and Goes....

2010-04-25T05:11:00.001-07:00

I'm still not happy with my BFAC.
I am not sure why this is tormenting me so.
Today it will get cut apart AGAIN for reformation number 3 (I think).

The shape is just not correct. I think there is a combination of what I have with what I WANT it to look like.

My problem is I am too darned picky with it. It has to suit ME and right now, it just is not suiting me.

Sometimes I envy people who just fling beads on -- there are a few that I know that have no patterns and bead 5 and 6 at a time (embroidery). I just can't do it that way. Each of the darned little buggers have to lay exactly right.

BFAC is now moving along

2010-04-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

SLOWLY, but I am in the initial groove.
My new progress involved shaving it..... that is all I will say for now.

Today I will spend more time with it -- but I still am toying with a color to add.... a rich rich blue or a mango.

?????

2010-04-17T10:37:00.001-07:00

Could I possibly have too many beads?
If I find bags with bead in them... that I don't remember buying....... does that mean I have too many?

Not groovin' on the BFAC thang ...

2010-04-12T17:34:00.000-07:00

I am on the 2nd incarnation of my BFAC project.
I am NOT happy.
When Momma ain't happy, she just grumps around.

Nothing about it is making me happy.
NOTHING.
I can not find the groove and do something.

My goal is not to fling something together.
My goal has always been to make something different -- something that speaks KATE-ese.

I'm silent right now.

::: sigh :::

Adriana Trigiani

2010-04-11T13:26:00.000-07:00

One of my favorite authors is Adriana Trigiani, who wrote, among other things, the Big Stone Gap trilogy.
In the 1980's I spent a lot of time in BSG, VA.
BSG is a warm family town.
It's a small town, a coal mining town, a good place to be from.

I still have friends that live there.
I have friends from nearby.
People who I can call and the conversation will pick up just like we left it the last time.
We laugh, we giggle, we get serious.
But most of all, we are friends.

Memory fails me as to exactly WHY I went out to Adriana's website -- perhaps something about the latest book. I just can't remember.
On a whim, I clicked on the button marked Appearances.

Good God ya'll -- she had an appearance scheduled for North Jersey!
I have too much vacation time to use before June 30 and made a split second decision to make the trip up.
(It also gives Himself the chance to see His kids).

The luncheon/tea/appearance/book signing was going to be at Blessed Sacrament Church.
I called and made the arrangements -- sent in my check to Vita, etc. Vita was specific in directions:
"Wear a hat and bring your teacup".
Hmmmmmmmm ...........

The trip up was uneventful. Just the basic 2.5 hour trip up the Garden State Parkway.

We were a half an hour early.
He decided to go off and spend His own time doing "His" thing while I had my time.
Sometimes it is a bit intimidating to do something alone.... but hey, that's part of the adventure!

There we were in the gym -- Vita took excellent care of me -- I was at Table 6 -- almost dead center and up very close.

It was a bit intimidating to sit at that table alone and not have anyone to chat with. Luckily a lady next to me was in almost the same boat. We began to chat and discovered we had similar views about books, libraries and reading. I enjoyed her tremendously.

I hardly remember the lunch part -- a little turkey sandwaich and some olives. I had my teacup and had a nice cuppa.
Desert was cookies, I think. But not being a huge desert fan (unless we are talking Juniors cheesecake...), again my memory fades.

Before speaking, Adriana set up shop at a little table to sign books, etc.
I went over and stood in line (alone, remember). While in line I met two wonderful ladies: Janet and Joan.
Janet was holding a place in line for Joan (who was running late). We chatted and visited and it was quite pleasant. Joan arrived -- how can I describe Joan? She's older, high spirited and wearing a great straw hat.
We laughed and visited and bantered. Did I mention that I love to good-naturedly banter with someone?
At one point I told her that she just had to trust me --- "I'm a fun girl, you'll see".

They both lamented that they had not brought camera's. I had my little Luminix (the $35 bargain on eBay) and volunteered to take their pictures with Adriana.

Adriana -- a beautiful, funny, caring, amazing woman. When I first got to the table, just like everyone else, I told her that her books were fascinating. Then I told her that one of my dearest friends was Karen Kilgore -- she squealed and I squealed and then we began talking about BSG -- she knew from the things I said, that I KNOW Big Stone Gap. We both talked about the character that IS Karen in the last BSG book. The conversation was great. She signed the book I brought with me (the first in the BSG series) and the cookbook that I bought for Colleen.

A picture of us was taken -- with the promise that I would email it to Karen. Before I left, she made me write down my name and address and email. Who knows????

I hung around to take the pictures of Janet and Joan -- because I promised to email them.
Joan was such a sweetie -- her husband had just died three weeks ago. Janet told me that they had been married almost 60 years. That made me smile. Joan made me smile.

As we were walking back to our respective tables, I promised to send the pictures. Joan turned to me, in a serious voice and told me that I was "... one fine bitch."
That made me laugh out loud -- a deep laugh -- definitely a feel good laugh.
And I hugged her and told her that THAT was one of the best things anyone could ever say to me.

Adri's presentation was hilarious ! I laughed and felt like I had known her family forever !

On the way out, I stopped and said goodbye to Joan and Janet.
I told Joan that she made my day and was someone that I would think about with a smile because she certainly made my day. As I left, I can still see that wonderful beautiful smile.

What a great day I had.

There is something wrong with me....

2010-04-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

I know that it is ME.
There is something wrong with me

Someone I know --- barely has a 'real' job.
no benefits.... no way to consider preparing for the future.
But yet, he has every new toy to hit the market.

A Droid,
a new 35mm SLR camera,
now a new iPad.

The person doesn't have a car.
This person EXPECTS the kindness of others.

I don't get it.

Am I a freak of nature -- that I am responsible?
Am I just a freak ??
Am I a tightwad?
I won't spend $30 a month for internet access on a cell phone.

Who's the freak here??

Ephiphany

2010-04-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

Well, I didn't really have one....... but Colleen sort of had one for me.
Again, I was struggling with BFAC.
Last night I changed everything I was working on -- including an added bead.

New project.
New attitude.
Yes, I am on my way (again....)

Author: Adriana Trigiani

2010-04-03T15:19:00.000-07:00

I adore her books.
With the exception of the young adult book, I have read them all -- and love them all.
Can't pick a favorite -- Lucia Lucia is high on the list, so is Rococo.
But then the entire Big Stone Gap series holds a wonderfully warm place in my heart.
I KNOW BSG -- spent many nice times there -- and one of my dear friends is in the last book.

Adriana Trigiani makes me smile, makes me think, makes me laugh, makes me sad sometimes too.

At any rate, here is a quote from the most recent book, Brava Valentine:

"Next is a small purse of filet mignon in pastry, then a fresh salad of greens and pignoli nuts with sliced oranges.
I forget my troubles and slights, and do what I do best no matter what else is happening in the universe: eat. I enjoy every single bite.
Every once in a while I look down to the end of the table where Carlotta and Gianluca are engrossed in conversation, and shovel in another bite in their honor."

Yes, I AM struggling...

2010-03-28T16:15:00.000-07:00

... with BFAC.
Sheesh.

Why do I do this each year??
I put so much pressure on myself.
argghhh

BJP -- struggle?

2010-03-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

It's not so much a struggle this time as it is that I am just not groovin' on the whole process this time.
I finished all my hearts for last year.
Never put up any photo's.
But they are done.

This year I am part way through my first triangle -- much smaller too I might add.
Last year I had thought patterns behind what I did -- the heart told a story.

This year, it just is not working for me.
I am not -- and this is honest -- willing to tie an emotion to it.
Perhaps I am not willing to share my feelings with me, much less with anyone else right now.

NCAA basketball

2010-03-28T07:41:00.001-07:00

Well, I didn't expect UK to play WVU -- and my emotions were torn.
Colleen gave up her tv expectations so I could watch the game.
Now I COULD have gone in the bedroom to watch it -- and that would have been fine -- but the living room is so much more conducive to beading while watching tv !

I admit it, I was torn.
My loyalties go both ways -- east and a little bit further west !

But in the end, I was rooting for WVU -- they haven't been to the final 4 since the days of Jerry West.
UK goes and rarely wins........ and the team is all freshmen this year.

I think WVU deserved it!
What a great game.
It was close several times.
Then UK got the cold shooting hand and not only could they not hit a 3 point shot, but their free-throws stunk too.

All in all, I enjoyed it and had a big grin on my face when it was over !

BFAC auctions up this week

2010-03-21T16:02:00.001-07:00

Mine is up.
So is Colleens.

AJ did a lovely lovely job on the description!

:)

http://cgi3.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewUserPage&userid=beadingforacure

Hey Bubba -- Hey Christine

2010-03-14T18:20:00.000-07:00

Come here and argue with me.

I didn't go in to full mode with you -- the way you did with me.

If you want to debate/argue/whatever, come here.

Don't take a pot shot and then hide your profie and not allow a direct response.

In fact, all I did was comment that I knew the name.
YOU made it personal.

BTW, I know lots of names..... names of presidents, names of bankers, names of lawyers.
None of them got snitty.

BFAC thoughts

2010-03-13T04:40:00.001-08:00

Darn it -- I wish I could add TWO (2) beads..... I need that.
But I follow the rules.... and will resurface on how to eliminate that extra thought.

I'm almost ready to start.
This darned flu is slowing me down.... but I have my ideas.

Caught up with me....

2010-03-13T04:31:00.000-08:00

Everyone else's flu finally caught up with me.
My biggest problem right now is my ears -- they are so stuffed up.

One major errand today and I am home to the couch.

And it is a good day to be on the couch too :)

BFAC bead kit is here!!

2010-03-08T16:01:00.002-08:00

WHHHEEEeeeeee !
now to start.
Well, first to pick out what I am going to add.... then to start !

AND -- my piece is up for auction next week!

Blasted Bracelet is finally finsihed

2010-03-08T16:01:00.001-08:00

I'll have to take a picture of it.
Sheesh.

Bracelet is ALMOST finished

2010-02-27T14:51:00.001-08:00

I made a mistake on Wednesday evening. I knew I was tired, I SAID I was tired.
And I should have stopped beading.
But I didn't.
And I made a mistake.
It took me two (2) days to come back to the bracelet.
That mistake just about got the best of me.

But fear not, I have not given up.
The bracelet is almost finished.
I suspect it just might get finished this weekend.

And a darned good thing too -- I have ideas for the BFAC and need to work on them before the beads get here.

Jury Duty was a yawn

2010-02-18T15:56:00.000-08:00

Almost five (5) hours sitting.
Never even saw the judge.

I got a lot of reading done.

They let us out at about 1:30.
And we were done.

No more local jury duty for me for three (3) years.

I've attempted to do my civic duty.

Stress Level

2010-02-18T15:54:00.000-08:00

My stress level today is off the charts.
OFF the charts.
Beyond the end of the chart.

The only thing that is making it better is to get home, change clothes, and relax.
Colleen is making some dinner.
I will eat dinner.
Then retire to the living room to bead and watch Survivor.

This stress cocktail is almost more than I can/want to deal with.

I know I am putting more on me than I should.
But I need to just be done.

Jury Duty

2010-02-15T15:17:00.000-08:00

Must report for jury duty tomorrow.
I guess it is out of the question to sit there and mumble: killthelawyers killthelawyers ...
kill.
the.
lawyers.

Wonder if I wore black lipstick, black fingernail polish and pierced my lips with safety pins.............

Same snow time, same snow channel.....

2010-02-10T05:06:00.001-08:00

Our office is closed today due to potential blizzard conditions.
There was a bit of snow last night.
Sometime during the night it changed over to freezing rain etc.
The most recent snow -- flat, bright white, smooth and beautiful (and yes, a pain in my ass), is now lumpy and mottled. It looks like a giant thigh with cellulite.

Today we have the potential of 7 to 14 more inches of snow.

This is the 3rd major storm of the year.

It is beginning to get somewhat tedious.
Mother Nature has gotten on my LAST nerve.

On the other hand, it does allow me to be home for the initial registrations for BFAC. I can make sure those go through smoothly.

Working on........

2010-02-06T12:08:00.000-08:00

finishing the pin from Sherri's class at the Tahoe bead retreat.

Then I will take apart the Marcia DeCosta bracelet and begin again.
I had such difficulty with that.
It was almost abandoned completely -- several times it was almost thrown across the room.

But I refuse to defeat myself.
It is ok to let myself fail in order to learn it.

I WILL defeat -- umm, I mean -- finish that bracelet

Everyone is eatting French Toast!

2010-02-06T12:07:00.001-08:00

Everyone in Atlantic County must be eatting French Toast......
the store shelves were stripped of bread, eggs and milk!

Snow snow snow snow

2010-02-06T12:03:00.000-08:00

Brrr !
The snow started later than planned last night.
It eased up around noon today.
Now it is snowing again -- and is supposed to continue until about 9 pm.
Maybe another 4 to 6 inches.

The development got the street blowed and we have a path to the front door now.
I went out and uncovered the cars.
Colleen was sick yesterday so I did hers today.
I am sure it will cover again -- what with the wind and the snow -- but at least the crusty part is off of them.
Man, there was a few painful moments when the wind was blowing the snow BACK in to my face and stinging.
But I am done.

Going to go work on the chili now.

February weather so far

2010-02-04T14:54:00.000-08:00

We are under a Blizzard Warning beginning at 4 pm tomorrow afternoon.
Predicted 12 to 18 inches of snow.
Possible up to 24 inches.
Sustained winds of 35 mph + for over 3 hours.
On the chart, it is listed as a 4.5 (with 5 being "Crippling" ).
We've stocked up.
Should be fine.

I'm not worried yet :)

Photoshop

2010-01-18T06:30:00.001-08:00

I must settle down and force myself to work with Photoshop.
There may be a moment this year when I have to do more photo's.

Have a copy -- wish there was someone here to work with me with it.
Must. Spend. More. Time. With. It.

Or I guess I can check out "Photoshop for Dummies" from the Library.
::: sigh :::
My friend, the library :)

In the words of Dr. Phil.....

2010-01-11T14:31:00.000-08:00

"What were they thinkin' ??"

Has AmEx lost its' mind?

Exchange my reward points for certificates to The Cheesecake Factory??

good god, ya'll

Another weekend :)

2010-01-10T13:40:00.000-08:00

The Eagles lost last night. darn.......... (she said with a snicker in her voice face....).

A guest for breakfast -- went well. A little stilted at first, but we survived.

Cold cold again today. 14 degrees this morning and a wind chill of 3. HELLO !!This is NOT the midwest !

Laundry almost done.
Errands ran.
Meatloaf in the oven for dinner and leftovers tomorrow.
I need to wash my hair before it gets much later.

I am woking on a beaded quilted piece. need to settle in and do that.

This cold weather is killing my hands -- they are so dry -- no matter what I do to them.

Must drive to PA tomorrow for a meeting.
It should go well.
And I will be smart and complete my expense report asap -- it will give me idle spending money.

I got the Wii back up again -- used it last weekend. I'd like to get Wii Resorts. a friend is going to hook me up on how to use a hard drive with the Wii and then I can have lots of games!Sweet.

New project

2010-01-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

Working on something new right now -- a rush project.
Only have 20 days to finish it.

Have to put the BJP on hold for a few days.

film at eleven

My friend Kathy

2010-01-02T05:26:00.000-08:00

My friend Kathy died last Sunday night (BTW, on the 38th anniversary of my fathers death).
Yet another reason for me to hate 12/27.
But the date has nothing to do with it.

We organized a successful fundraiser for her -- to help with the bills -- and we raised a nice tidy sum.
Kathy was there -- god, it was so good to see her, to hear her laugh, to see her smile.
She looked good !

October was the last time I saw her.

She called me the next morning and left a voice mail on my cell phone.
I called her back -- she didn't ever call me back.
I sent cards every week.
I called and left messages.
She didn't call me back - at all.

Kathy was, well .... Kathy.
She had the biggest heart.
She would help anyone that needed it.
She could curse like a sailor.
ZOMG the times she made me laugh -- cursing at people in our office.
We were the bitchin' buddies -- we'd order lunch (most often Chinese from Mr. Wonton's -- sometimes subs from Michelli's) and go in conference room and shut the door.
Let the bitchin' begin!
And the laughter.
She made the difficult times more bearable.

But then, she didn't call anyone back.
With discussion with other friends, even people who had known her for 10 plus years, we came to the conclusion that she was distancing herself from us.
Preparing us for her death -- if you want to look at it that way.

She's been dead a week tomorrow.
No obituary yet.
Nothing about a service -- even a memorial service.
Her son is to be making the arrangements.

She HAS been cremated (her wishes).

I've decided that I need to say my goodbyes.
Weather permitting, next weekend, I think I will go down to the pier at Ocean City and throw some rose petals in to the Ocean.
Kathy loved Ocean City. She loved the ocean.
I don't know any other way to say goodbye and to tell her how I feel.

Methinks I am a snob......

2009-12-25T18:52:00.000-08:00

Tonight I surfed by several old bookmarked sites.... being nosey, wanting to know what was going on.
Nice work -- same work -- it all looks the same.
The artist is good.
But all of the items look the same -- just different color paletes.
The artist uses the same technique in each piece -- nothing changes.
Same design, over and over and over again.

Maybe that is why I struggle.....
I don't know.
but it is food for my thoughts tonight.

Good stuff, man !

2009-12-25T10:09:00.001-08:00

I gots good stuff for Christmas, man !
Lots o' good stuff!

Wonderful Christmas

2009-12-25T10:08:00.001-08:00

It has been a wonderful day with my family.
I love them so much.
My life would be incomplete with Van and Colleen in it.
They make me so happy.

The snow is melting !

2009-12-25T10:07:00.000-08:00

Ahhhhhhhhh, the snow is melting ! Hurray Hurray !!

I think it is supposed to rain :(

BJP 2009

2009-12-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

I worked on the last heart for the 2009 BJP while we were in the midst of the snowstorm.
There are times that I wish I beaded as fast as others.
Just is not going to happen.
I can't fling them on -- it is a whole process for me.
And I can't not cover the material.
Just to have some beads here, and some beads there makes me nuts.
NUTS I tell you !
It really does make me twitch.

I haven't picked out my shape for next year.
12 individuals?
1 large one?
I know they all have to be the same size.
I think they will be smaller than this year because there needs to be time for other items.
With work etc., I need to be able to make room for other pieces to work on.
There are so many ideas crashing around in my head and I have to experiment with those too!
Plus there is always the BFAC project that will come up in a few months!

More Snow for AC

2009-12-20T04:58:00.000-08:00

Well, the weather INDEED is quite frightful -- for Atlantic City.
We don't get snow -- with the salt air of the ocean, snow accumulation is rare.

In the past 24 hours, we have over 15 inches -- closer to 18.
Now add in the wind gusts up to 25 and 30 mph and that gives drifts !

The street has been plowed (in our subdivision) by the landscaping company.
Several times.
No sidewalks are clear.
We can't even see the Christmas decorations in the front yard.

I cleared off the cars twice yesterday.
The second time was before the sleet started.
No matter how much He argued about doing it, I am glad I did -- at least it isn't snow/ice/more snow.
Uncovering the cars again will be a chore.
But that's ok.
It has to be done in prep for tomorrow for work.

And once again a path will have to be cleared in the back yard so that the dogs can "do their business".

It's pretty.
This much is rare for the Shore.
But I've enjoyed it.

I would have enjoyed getting down to the Boardwalk to take pictures of the snow on the Beach.
That isn't going to happen.
Maybe next time when we have a few inches less.

Colleen baked cookies all day yesterday.
I felt like my nose was turning in to a sugar detector.
Not sure how she stood it all day -- I would have been crazed at one point.
Cookies are not a "big thing" for me.
BUT, I was able to convince her to save the Butterscotch ones for MEEEEEEEEeeeeee !
That was the one I liked the best (oh I only tasted two of the nine-gazillion ones she baked).

I wasn't NEARLY as efficient as she was: I beaded and napped.

Snowing in Atlantic City !!

2009-12-05T19:07:00.001-08:00

Whhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
About a half an inch right now -- and we lost power for about an hour and a half -- methinks due to the ice on the lines.
The three of us sat in the living room with flashlights, candle and the pets.
It was cosy.

Had a great - rainy and bizarre -- but great day today.
I got us lost when we went out on our big adventure.
Have been told that I am banned from directions.
(giggle -- like that is a bad thing !!!)

Thursday and Friday off !!

2009-12-03T06:27:00.001-08:00

Wheeeeeeeeee.
Lord I needed today and tomorrow off.
Work is driving me NUTS !

Hair appointment today at 12:30.
Then must rush back to the house and begin getting ready to leave.

We have a party in Princeton tonight.
Annual party -- I have only missed two (2) of them in the past 11 years.
Methinks some Cosmo's are calling my name!

Tomorrow night I have to make an appearance at a party -- it's a work thing, and I didn't go last year so this year I must at least stop by.

I am thinking.........

2009-12-03T06:24:00.000-08:00

a lot about the post Beki made about future retreats.
It would be less than honest for me to say I wish they would be closer -- the west coast is such a schelp for us right coasters. The time zone change really messes with the mind.

But...... there is nothing I can do about that.

On the other hand, I was thinking a lot about what teachers I would take repeat classes with.
There are a few.

And on the other hand -- and for the sake of politeness -- I will keep it to myself, there are those that I would not repeat with.
Just didn't enjoy, didn't get anything out of, or didn't mesh with them.

And on another similiar path --- I wish Sherry would teach her purse class somewhere close.
I doubt she will be back to Blanche's anytime soon to teach it.
I am wondering how much I could teach myself???

2009-11-29T04:58:00.000-08:00

The abandoned house on old English Creek Road.

Presents

2009-11-29T04:56:00.000-08:00

Be careful what you ask for ....... Birthdays can produce that!

Colleen smoked me and tricked me on a present.
When we were in Savannah in a little gift shop near "The Lady and Sons", I saw a pin that I liked.
It is a beautiful Hibiscus pin.
No price on it, we were in kind of a hurry, so I didn't ask.
She snuck back and bought the pin!
Whooo hooo !!! I was quite surprised!
And she got me an awesome fleur de lys shirt too !

He got me a new lens for my camera: Canon F/2 60mm.
I can't wait to experiment with it.
The ratings all say that it is a good portrait lens too.
This should be nice :)

Birthday was great -- I loved every minute of it !

Even the arguments re why I didn't want a cake -- to much sweets for me!!

Birthday day !

2009-11-29T04:51:00.000-08:00

Birthday was awesome.
I spent the day with the family -- as it should be !

Colleen and I went out and ran a couple of errands early -- before the crowds got out.
I bought myself the new Bon Jovi cd while it was still on sale at BestBuy.
Stopped at Kohl's and grabbed some socks while I still had a discount card.
(For the record, socks are like Christmas lights to me........ you just can't have enough of them!).

A couple of other stops and we were home.
He got up and then off we went on our days adventure.

I opted for the local diner for brunch -- I had a craving for a Belgian waffle.

Lunch done and we headed out to the Noyes Museum.
They have an exhibit for photo's from Weird NJ magazine.
I was a bit disappointed -- some were good, a couple were REALLY good.
A lot were mediocre.
But we enjoyed it -- and Colleen and I took in the other exhibits as well.
(Noyes is very small -- very. But it is an enjoyable afternoon for a small price).
The gift shop has someone's beaded bracelets for sale -- nice, but nothing spectacular.
And the beaded Christmas ornaments were "ok" -- but then, I am not a basic beaded ornament person.
Show me something that rocks my socks off and I am impressed -- but basic netting over an ormanent?
Not gonna flip my switch.

After that we ran out the the Feed Store on English Creek road -- Colleen needed to get Frontline for the dogs. I mistakenly grabbed the coupon out of the local magazine -- $2 off your purchase over $30.
I failed to see the small fine print "not good on Frontline". Very small print.
The guy at the register was down right rude about it. He snipped at me. I took the coupon back, apologized, said that I did not see the fine print and I walked out of the store, leaving them to get their merchandise.
I will NOT go back there.
Probably no skin off if his nose, but they have lost a customer because of his rudeness.

Then we went driving... our "adventures" as we call them. Start out -- random turns, just being Lookie Lou's -- enjoying the day.
We ended up down a road that came out on the bay -- it had a marina but we couldn't get all the way down to it because of the big holes in the road. Had we had one of the CRV's it would have been ok, but Colleen's care is a bit lower to the ground so we didn't chance it.
As we came back up the street there was a great old abandoned house. I jumped out to take some pictures.
There is something about old buildings that I love.
Methinks part of the attraction is the element of danger, of being someplace I shouldn't be.

Home, leftovers, warmth (It was quite breezy and cold for me yesterday).
And presents !

Ok, OK I am up.......

2009-11-21T03:32:00.000-08:00

I have been having HORRENDOUS big toe cramps lately.... it starts and before I can get out of the bed, my big toe is pointing straight up -- and it pulls and hurts and I whine.

So, here I am on a Saturday morning -- been up since about 5. I went and sat with the heating pad and that helped a little.

Tried to go back to sleep but someone was snoring..... so I got up and showered.
Coffee is brewing.
I did some research re the toe cramps -- could be a lot of things.. low on potassium (yes that IS a good answer), blood sugar higher than normal (yes that is a GOOD answer -- I have not been eatting correctly lately and I suspect that too) and a Vitamin D (?) deficiency.
Ok, back I go to the vitamins.

Lots to do today.
Sam's (I think he forgot to buy shampoo......).
A Charity craft show that has been going on in Somers Point for 62 years (they have a beaded pin tradition that I have been told that I "must" see).
ick -- the hardwood floors..... sigh.
beading (YEAH !!)
Need to establish an account so I can buy bags from my friend at her etsy shop.
Need to order presents !!

First time in a long time.....

2009-11-15T14:50:00.000-08:00

.. that I do not want to go to work tomorrow.
In a long time --- since I've been in this job.

I just do not want to go.
But I have to..... meetings, etc.
sigh