Life

For the record, I am afraid. For the record, I am scared. For the records, I am terrier. And I don't know what to do Our life is turned upside down. Today is day 21 -- Van has been in CCU for 21 days. I don't believe the doctors are helping . His surgeon has been on vacation for 2 weeks. The partner has yet to visit the room. I am sick to death of dealing with the nurse practioneer. I am confused, afraid and don'tknow what to do.

I have become interested in mini macrame. And also got sucked in to Pintrest. I tried so hard to "PIN" the link to KnotJustMacrame.com -- but could not seem to make it work. Those tiny little knots are amazing to me. http://www.knotjustmacrame.com People tell me that they could not bead -- I wonder if I can knot?? And there is something about them that reminds me of my life.

Catch up

I've neglected my blog. Badly. Perhaps I need to resurrect it in order to maintain some order in my life. Yeah ... THAT'S the ticket ... Ok To do So much going on. Van is in the hospital. 7 hour surgery yesterday. I am not sure what Colleen and I would do without each other. The three of us are family -- we need each other. No doubt about that -- we are critical to the life of all of us. Without either of them my life would be empty . 'Nuff said for now. I am going strong to stay positive.